It all started when I saw a movie, the four feathers. I wanted to know more about it, so I looked it up at imdb and not satisfied with what I was looking for I did a google for it and found the original copy of the book at blackmask.com.
I was intrigued by the site so I went to the homepage and then to the about section where I learned it was more or less a personal project and the fellow behind the site had worked at Gaspanic. I only know of this word because it was/is the name of a bar that I went to in Tokyo, many years ago. Blackmask had a link to a .com website with the name so I wanted to take a trip down memory lane. Once I got to that link it didn’t seem like that was where I wanted to be, so I googled it and found the perhaps official site for the place. As poorly as it was designed, it did provide me with some memories, but not sufficient.
I went back to the next link on googled and found a personal journal of a personal time of someone else’s personal time in the same place on the same street in the same district of the same city in the same country I was so long ago. It then turns out that this site belongs to Justin Hall. So how has Justin Hall helped me out? Somewhere on his site he has talked about lacking focus. Has he? He says he has. Does he? I don’t know. Do I? Yea. Basically, I wrote this which is more than I’ve written about anything in a long while. Which may not make since, but I hope it all will some day.
I found you half dead crossing the desert alone and you say you are afraid?
Here is the history of my lack of focus today: